2007 Christmas aka New Yr 2008 Party (@RF)

hi gals..wow...I didnt went to work..tdy n tmr.Well xpected tat d shortie will call me as i informed quite last minute..well i dunno is it favouritism or just a coincidence.Haiz..watever it is im not hard up for tat job..just waiiting a suitable time to leave.Well..she say Dan got her 2 new staff ..one for Eden..s Eden request to transfer to SPL.Anotha one is to replace sumone..yelah..she say my mcs is effected by it..well WTF..im not sure if she did tell d same to d midnite staff whose absence oso very often..well wtever la..i dun give it a damn..Let's c if who's gonna replace me ..haha...Anyway...aku amiK pun..bukan aku ni malas or what ..Actually malas tu ade ah ...but more to kene tgk2 kan bapak aku ..last week doc kasi dia alik pun sal hari raya haji..so tmr..he kene admitted alik ..Actually..family aku da plan sapa2 jaga at certain time..tadi dorang takde kat umah..dorang yg inform aku lambat..tats y inform shortie pun lambat..haiz...Sory ice..aku tak bilang kau pasal ni..sebab aku tak suka org kesian atau simpatin ngan nasib aku ni ...takde apa nye nasib aku ni ..aku rasa lebih byk org yg lagi malang dari aku di dunia ni ..haiz...Mesti kau ingat aku ni btl malas n tknak keje ngan dorang ...tu sume mmg betul la ...it had a part apasal aku tak gi keje...but main purpose pasal takde org nak tgk2 kan bapak aku ..nanti kalo takde org dia marah ..He kept saying duk hospital lagi bagus..duk umah takde org layan dia..aku tak amik ati ah kata2 dia...cos aku tahu..dia sakit & fikir yg bukan2...ade satu kali tu dia ckp mati lagi bagus..at tat point of time..aku mcm hilang kata2..Anywy..i hope after tiz no more shocking news ah ..hopefully nothing goes wrong..

Tadi ..mystery gal kol aku tau..sape lagi kalau bukan si emo..hehe..dektu eh..aru aku tahu dektu nye selfishness da ketara tau hehe...as per instruct by ice..to ask her for lunch on sat..but she say cannot lo ..sorry ice..apa salah nye kau tanya dia sendiri...Dia insist on sunday ptg..go watch movies n stuffs ah ..anyway ...ice cud try to make it on sunday ??Mayb can go sheesha ? dia da gaji ah..hehe...anyway try to reply mi regarding this k ..anyway emo is much more happy now compared to last time when she got kicked out..eMooo, watever it is..if u tink its right..just go k..

Hehe..its kinda fnny kan ..title aku tulis pasal lain then cerita pasal lain..lol...tk la...i just type watever comes to my mind..Bukan aku lupa tau..Okay..Wed 26th DEc 07 , Rf Lounge buat makan2 for christmas n new yr plus xchanging Gift..Hey, i got 3 pressie..yeyeeeeh.........jgn jealous k ..From Rolyn (Cos she got my name mah),Lina and Shafie MT...(sorry nak pangiil abg ker cik shafiee ni hehe)!!!S usual mi n ice reach d earliest haha..in fact d latest ah..a lot of food..mi didnt ate much..ntah ehh...mayb dun wan eat too much s after tat goin to Changi V ..Well its fun ..skali skala haf a gathering like tiz..gettin to noe each other attitude outside workinh hours...as what shaan say..hehe..shaan sorry hor..tdy didnt come..hehe..if only u guys knew wat d exactly reason y i didnt come..anyway i dn mind..watevery u all wanna say jus say...infront of me not my back pls..thx..after all d eating n gossiping or talkkiing..we went to Changi V ..well at first only 5 of us (Mi.ice,lina,kak aida n juliana) then came on is sam n shaan..anyway who asked both of em ehh ..haha...arh..anyway its fine wit me..d more d merier..Then si Bstard tanya aku..dia nak amik half day..then aku tanya apasal ah ..then dia ckp dia nak ikut..then aku eksyen ah..follow ah ...abih member sedih...ckp ice tak ajak dia !!! haha...tat mus b joke of d yr...then we head down to Changi V ..kecooh siak ...it was fun thou ..After tat..i got to go back to work ..tats when sad comes..hehe..i heard u all suffer in Sam's bf car haha...muz b fun i guess..haha...Tats how it goes..Hey so when is our sports outing..seem like emo not interested ah ..dia ckp go gym ..taknak aku...welL..ice if emo tak go ..aku ngan kau je go makan on sat ...so beep me k...c ya ard!!

helllllllooooo.....

wow...tink been a week since i post uh...so long didnt c ice..last nampak kau time go JB ah ...tdy offficially,ice resiganation day..sedih sey..i've got no one to confide in at work ..haiz..so when d next outing ? hey gals..apa kata one day we organise a sports outing..like squash ker badminton ah ...atau tennis hahaha...it will b fun tau ..amcam ? hola aku babes..Called emo just now tapi dia tak angkat..apasal lak budak ni ...isk isk..angin ah ..mcam paham jek..so watever difficulties u mite have just holla me la..kalau aku tak dpt membantu..sekurang nye..u get it off ya chest yea..ICE...thanks.Thanks a lot.Really appreciate ah ur kind help..n d trust...Jgn risau..aku takkan lari..cos u know wt ?Cos ur ma best buddy !! hahax...Tdy i gotta work..but cam taknak keje...cos of ?cos so d mendak ...but tak tahu lagik..And korang tahu once again tat phone of mine buat perangai..siol..I hate sony Ericsson at times !!Ice..pasal to BKK tu nanti ah ...or india..hati lom terbuka beb..sedang kan at sg aku tak le tahan sak d fragrance..lol..sorry aku tak maksud nak hina ah ...tapi kenyataan...yeah i know..i myself do stinks at times..haha...well wdun stinks when berpeluh kan..jgn ckp korang tak tau!!Hey..we really shud get down..a lot of thing to catch up ...n do a lot of things..rem those crazy nites..till we kene stalked..lol..kecoh babes...i really miss those crazy nites...u know wad..we cud get crazier..or mayb d craziest stooges haha...so d next let it b just d three of us..leh luahkan apa2 yg kita nak...tak yah nak risau jaga sesapa perasaan tul tk ?Like..cannot say bout one person in front of sum1 tat we asked to join us..But ice..bukan aku tak suka tau..cuma aku rasa..sumtimes y not just d three of us ...ppl say triple is crowd ..wat u all tink ?to me i tink..three is triplets happiness...haha....So, on d 26th..CHangi V eh ? serious kepe ..ala mesti emo taknak...haiz..anyway aku tak comfortable sgt ngan JU tau ..bukan aku tak suka ah ..cuma aku rasa ..dia cam tak suka aku ah ..ntah ..hopefully juz perasaan aku ...ntah ah ...when like korang sume takde..cuma aku ngan dia..loss of topics..n aku rasa dia cam tak nak layan aku nye celoteh ..hehe..ntah la...well if it is...ur loss nt mine..hehe...nate nate...how bad of u..n anotha one..jgn cKp..since wat she got to say bout me...sorry sis..never will i ask u for help ..especially..when u say i was neglectin my job..orhz tat hurts...k ah ...korang nie..kesian ah pat aku...anyway when im getting my diners n citibanK crdit card hshahaaa.............

Nate,Back to work...

hum, as per d title of my p0st ..today my last of my leave..haha....LWOP (LEAVE WITHOUT PAY TAU BUKAN ANNUAL LEAVE KANASAI!!!) wat to do..nak dpt duit..kene keje beb...deep in my bloody heart ..tak nak keje lagi ..bkan pasal kaki sume takde ..hmm in fact tats one of d reason ah haha...cum d ppl ard me ...bloody liars!! geram..mmg ah takde sapa step on my tail ..mana tahu...i got d feeling ...just a matter of time it will be me...But ..i dun wanna resign b4 i gotta job..im trying v hard to get a job..till now lom lagi dpt..sori gals...aku ni ade choosy sikit ah pasal ni ..aku rasa kalo bkn kakak aku yg desak pasal keje airp0rt ni ..aku takkan kenal korang kot..ini dinamakn ade hikmah atas apa yg berlaku ...haha cam realz je si nate ni .. there's a saying :

((Don't trust anyone in this world, not your family, not youR friends, not your gf/bf, not anyone. because someday everyone will betray you. its just a matter of time."))----@@

Since then , i keep reminding myself DTA ---DUN TRUST ANYBODY ! haiz...This whole week been bored..nak kluar tapi..nak amik hati yg tersyg plak..hehe..jgn marah...its ok skali skala katakan...well its been like, siang go hospital ..ptg alik kemas umah or cook hehe ..bole sikit2..training2 haha...gitu la ...mlm tak tido haha...yest , when i was playing game GhostOnline ...emo msg mi on msn arh...she was at work..good to hear she's ok..n gettin betta uh beb..haha...kata kat keje tak le kai pC..i report u to ur big boSS hahah ...well she was sayin nak kuar on ari raya haji on d 20th on thurs kan hehe...dunno yet where to go hehe...mayb chill ah ..anyway ask ice..but she say mayb on d 24th ah ..last day konon..sepak kao!! so c la how gals..aku ok ...tapi korang ?? menyampah...well...as wat emo says .. d time will comes..it will gal...heheehehehe....k ah ...aku nak belah...type panjang bkn korang baca pun ......hehe..c ya al ard yeah...To a better frenship tmr n 4eva !!

after so long...

sorry sorry..for my forgetfulness to update yah , aiyah..u all know rite aku ni tak free mcm dulu..ulang alik hospital..mana keje umah agi..so far alhamdulillah ...it goes as per normal..korang tahu lagu blog kene dari Ungu Andai Ku Tahu...semnjak dua menjak ni cam menusuk kalbu ku hehehe...syahdu sgt..dun ya agree ?? Anyway, im on leave, till next monday...best sesangat..adelah go interview jgk..hopefully..dpt la nanti...Just now ice called..ajak lepak la aftershe knock off at midnite...but not cfm yet..she re cfm by 9 later..aku ade msg emo too...but no reply ..EMO ...marah ker ?? pasal tat day i tak jadi meet up wit u ?Sorry ah...Ice cant make it mah..well...im loyal to both of my frens..all for one , one for all hahahha...Takmo ah mrah2 k ...syg u !! I've change our pics layout and some songs too..................

Now, facing my pc monitor ..i feels so sick...sick as in reall sick..not fever yet..just flu...shivering d whole nitE..korang tahu...aku miss sesangat keje together2..n our late nites......bila lagi ehh....kita nak lepak cam dulu...i hope korang all d memories ehh .....tapi kalo korang nak lupa...apa nak buat hahax....anyway those were d time in my life....!!! eh ice..ko jadi go JB kepe ngan kak aida ?? Ajak lina sua!! hahax..Any way..aku tak paham ..lina,kak aida n wendy ..apa2 pasal kitaorg sume dorang nk tahu...takde kacau hidup dorang pe....Siapa la aku kene bagi eh nanti.Anway out xchanging gifts amcam on lagi tak ? i suggest wee bought two presents ah ...how ?? k ah .........bye...malas ah nak type

OOps..................

From my lungs to my very deepest throat...........argh.....kena sabo again...sial ah ..nak keje betul2 ah ...ingat dia sorang je pe not feeling well...org lain pun tak sedap badan jgk...tapi dtg keje pe....perangai sey...macam gini ker org yg pernah keje nurse ?? mepekz...nurse bole ker slalu tak dtg...then step lagi ckp can earn to 2k...aku ni bkn tak nak tolong...but all dis while been helping her pe...tapi jadi manusia jgn suka take advatage of ppl nye kelebihan..haha....aku kan byk kelebihan ye hah....tadi when shortie tanya...aku ckp tak bole, abih dia ckp sey ...few hours only...then dia ckp dia tahu keje mlm mmg penat...cam real...dia try ah keje nite shift sorang2...bual cam real...aku nk tanya dia..staff cam gini dia takde nak amik tindakan ker..hehe...cam real je nate! Anyway...im trading my fat psp to get a new psp slim..hahax ....hehe gaji kan nak dekat in fact in d next 24 hr...hehe....well....ice msg mi while im asleep this mrng...saying to go Han's river to eat la..wat else can we do over there...hehe..relax our eyes..mcm paham jek..tgk aaa ice....kau apahal leh smp ajak sam...tak nak ajak satu lounge...?? hahax...emo...just kak aida suruh u come along oso...then i just smile...hahaha...then monday going jb n madam...k d plan is...meet ice siang ah ard 12 or 1 i guess of cos in jb ahh....then ard 4 plus meet madam..haha...then jalan2 till 7 or 8 lor...then go home aku nak alik b4 10pm...sebab kene jenguk my dad jap..k tat all c ya

i feeelssss so ...

firstly...i just wanna say...whats wrong wit all d ppl @ my workplace.......Shit...and shit i all i wanna say...dun bullshit...im not being appreciated its fine wit me..but pls spare me d bullshitness...lol wat kinda of english is tat nate..lol..correct ice..aku support apa yg kau katakan...tapi aku tak bodo or bengap !! aku jawab alik ...depan si bodo filipino tu..dia ingat apa...aku takut ah ...kau relek sudah...ikutkan ati nak ckp je got teamleader uat pe....da kira bagus respect aku untuk diaorg ni lagi sikit ader..first aku bingit ngan tiz bdk...so called nak step dia tahu konon..padahal satu bende pun tak tahu.......argh..da buat salah abih ade dia ckp dia passover to me...WTF!!..padahal dia passover to other gal siak...abih tulus note pun tak erti nak buat..suruh org...bsok aku mesti bombard dia...peduli apa aku...kau nak marah ke complain ke pegi ah....darah up siak....aku tak pasal ..kalau dia buat mistake cos dia dak baru...yg aku hot...dia pegi pakai nama aku sembarangan apahal...tis is called save ur own butt...expecting other to clear ur shit issit !!And one more another old lady..suka2 tulis nama aku lak...padahal dia cashier....agak nye nama aku ni terlalu bagus...i learn sumthin ....jgn tolong org sembaragan..at last u oso kene blame...sorry ice n emo ...im so hot !!n my post tiz time is filled wit hatred... n so much tat i feeel like MIA~~~k gals...aku nak ciao..visit bapak beb...hehe.......c ya ard !!

As long there's hope,i will still keep on hoping for the better

hi..sorry for so long not updating my blog..at the very least i take d effort to update kan..bkn mcm si dek2 !! hahax...these few days mi very busy n tired..as kene ulang alik hospital..visit my dad...Alhamdulillah...skrg dia da transfer to normal ward...Thanks ice for d consolation..Regarding yg si shortie tu nak penalty aku ..silakan....hahax....boring siak...kau tahu jauh2 aku go interview tadi...skali gaji 850 basic je...shit!! den aku tak amik ah ..la..aku bukan choosy ah...tapi gaji terlalu rendah..abih working hours panjang...Takpe..akan ku usahakan cari yg lain lol...Anyway aku teperanjat alih2 si emo kol aku ...tapi aku tak angkat as aku letak silent..then aku kol dia alik...bebual la dektu ahaha....dia tanya asal aku tak inform dia bapak aku masuk hospital..kelakae sey...takkan aku nak sebarkan berita ni..gila saks d yusofians....hahaha we tok2 ah...as usual tok cok...ahah...then dia bilang aku ice ajak go out tdy..then aku ckp ah ok....mana ade aku ckp tak ok kalo korang ajak..chey!!Im looking forward to out meet up tdy tau..korang jgn sabo...haha...k den...c ya all later...