Wha ....Fikiran

oh...sakit siak lengan ku ...hahahhaa..salah swing kot ...Anyway today just not my day ...Well its been rainin since yest nite ...cool ya ..yg susah nye cannot go anywhere...but i still went out ..Mcam menyesal plak ask lina for d job ..now dunno how to tell her...haizzz...

At 1st set to see Roy Goldin at 10.30am ...then ice say rainin n she gonna b late..then sms him n ask 1300+ can a not ..n he say OK ...few minutes afta he say to ask to isi form ...WTH ...Then when i reach airport..keep on findin neber find ...call him ..n he ask me to call ofis ...mcm apa siakz ..Call ofis n the gal say they r closin at 2pm ...whn i call her its ord 1.50 fucks rite .................im so stupid confidently just went on 2 d ofis ..When finnally find it ...saw andy pig ...gave mi d look .."come for interview?" ....n one cina fucker say " come back on friday" ...tink i got time is it ...And hey dun talk to me as if im so desperate !!! .......Wasted 14bux ...wasted time ...And thanks ice for talkin to tat fucker ROY ...N u know GOLDIN SUX ...ONI BLOODY FOOLS GET EMPLOYED BY THEM..

aCTUALLY..kinda piss off wit lina..ice..i didnt tell u rite..as kak aida around..nt so sweet ! ..lol..i told her la what happen n so ...then she oso say just come back on friday ..n come early...dia kater first impression what WTH siak ..do u tink they even care ? she talk as if i dunno how goldin works...i oso iyekan je ah ...but ...go to hell la ...Ice.kau ckp andy sayang lina rite..kalo sayang asal tak nak giv her d 1.8 k pay...let me tell u ..they prefer to terminate than to let ppl resign ..hahahx..ur rite..buat nak jaga ati org ....haha...jahanam ah...n think2 ..i ordy know n hates goldin works...y i wanna still join ....menyusah kan diri aku je..thanks ice ..

Tadi main squash smp skrg sakit sak tangan aku ...but GG ...n stop it ah d smart alleck thingy...iritatin!! ...Anyway ice...if lina kol kau ..tanya pasal ni kan kau ckp je tak tahu ...aku pun taknak sms he anything...Im gonna buat bodo...pls eh ...im so pissed!

Thanks gals !

hey...i hope it isnt too late ...first thanks gals..like lina, ice , kak aida ...n d kids hahahahs...thnks for coming ...u ppl must b tinkin ...asl tak byk org ehh ...hahhahhaa sumtimes i oso tinkin ....arh ..who cares LOL ..d purpose is not to celebrate anytin la...just wanna meet u ppl ...How ? Hebat tak ade kawan mcm aku ? And to those who promise like real..u gals can just Fark off aite..n of cos it dun applies to those who inform mi not cumin LOL....Anyway ice..i change d web add of tiz blog ...Dunno...if dat person dun even bother abt us...y shud we include her then ...Arhs...come on ..she dun even bother to reply mi siak ...and why in the first plc ..i gotta meet wif such an assholes...Making friends is damn easy ...but to maintain a frenship is no easy task man !

Hmm...plan to go wild wild wet...but ! isk...sakit ati je kalo ckp ...I hope d chalet isnt a dissapointment to any of those who turns up la...biler eh nk go ..ice ni skrg janji2 ko ..susah nak pakai ...mengjakit kepe ....lol...aku tau skrg not d time for u to go ...but ntah eh ...kadang kau ckp tak serupa buat ..well if u know wat i mean...anyway ...macam ade bende kau nak bilang aku ...but at last never..i guess aku lum smp ke tahap for u to tell everything ..its fine..im sure everyone have their own pvt space...i hope its nothin abt me ! ...Lol....All i can say ..hope u reach to a decision tat will make everyone happy...im so sad seeing our frens one by one clash n tat include me ....

Many ppl say ..im nt serious in that relationship ..But..no one knows d scars he left behind..i just wonder is this fair to me ??

Haizz....kalo di fikir kan this thingy rite...tak abis2...so i decide to just move on ...n dun tink a thing abt it ....and from day to day .....im reachin my success sooon ....Lina says gonna sms mi by monday abt d job ..till no no sms ...ice says wan go squash regularly...till now oni tat first time..i guess its d first n d last ehh ice...O god ..y am i pointing ppl weakness ehh ...lol ....

There is so many things i wanna do rite now..i just dunno how to start ...yest while was chattin in msn ..sumone told...u cn give up anytin but not yr life ...how damn tru is tat ...i can give up on clubbin , friends,bfs ..but not my bloody life....i dunno ..just so sick of my friends, family....my friends cos gotta follow when they r free all tat..u know fuckin tired of accomadatin their timings..so not really makin effort to spend times ...its like dey free then meet...if nt all kinda xcuses come out....sick n very tired...im a person tat can really accomadate ppl v much ...but once it reach my top ...sorry ppl ....hahahahax ...And my family ....been urging me to work ...keep on arguing wif my mum ..sumtimes i just slam d door at her...damn immature ah me ..nowadays she like what sia...dun wan talk to me ...i dunno la ...ppl like not v understanding towards me .. i feel like just go for holidays...without tellin ppl ...hahahahahaha...tu lagi mepek kan ...in the other hand i wanna do sumthing else associatin wif internet...doin my own website...designing..n a lot of things...Why all these ???!!!! shit!

In the end ...i calm myself down .... n still talk to ice everytime she call n talk to my mum ....haha ..lame lame ....For 2009..i hope there is a better way of life for me .....So christmas any plans ice ?? LOL ....